• “friends” who call themselves “friends” but are hot and cold are better off not being considered friends. 
  
  
• sure it seems cowardly and like you’re taking the easy way out when you make the decision to just let go of these people, but i guess it will save you from a lot of heartache.
  
  
• i feel stupid for repeating my mistakes; year after year i figure out who my friends are, and find that you’re never on that list, but i still keep you there. hoping. 
  
  
• but i guess there’s only so much anyone could take. 
  
  
• especially after trying to save something that was so inherently hopeless to save. 
  
  
• i’m sorry. i should’ve seen it coming - well, fine. i did. i chose to ignore it. and i’m sorry for that. 
  
  
• maybe i really did just want you as a friend so badly that i ignored all your faults (that someone really should call you out for) and forgave you when i really shouldn’t have.
  
  
• which isn’t to say that i wasn’t without my faults either. whatever it was, i’m sorry.
  
  
• i hope you accept my apology, but at the same time, at this point, i really could care less what you thought of me.
  
  
• live long and prosper. may the force be ever in your favor. 

I left debating for a while. I got busy. Academics - things that I normally wouldn’t have to bother with. Still. Now, it’s summer, PIDC season. I need to feel that rush again. I need to debate again.